my summer math class has started =/  i wish i hadn't signed up for a summer class.. i just want some time to relaxxxxxxx.  ah well.   i don't really have much to post.



my neice is probably the cutest thing ever.

wow.  
it has definetly been a LONG time since i've updated here.
i don't even know how to customize my page anymore!
i had to get a layout from somewhere else =/

anyhow, 
for recent pix, blogs, etc.. 
you can go to my myspace.
myspace.com/nikilovesit

i'll try to update this more often!

so, my halloween wasn't that great..
in fact!! i didn't do anything.. at all.
yes, yes, lame i am.

ANYWAY!
i'm moving home (back to my dad's) by the end of the month.
p.s. my birthday is this month!! november 19th =D

my new job in fowlerville SUCKS.
actually, it's okay.. just some getting used to.
see, i transfered from the howell hungry howies
to the fowlerville hungry howies..
got a promotion to be the assistant manager
(along with that comes a raise, gas money, & monthly bonuses!!)
it's a lot harder to work there though..
those people don't know what 'work' actually means.

i need to learn how to crochet.
i want to make my brother & his wife a baby blanket for their new baby!!
so yes, i need like a "crocheting for dummies" book or something.



arggggg!!!
and all i want is love!!!

that is all!

just when you think everything is goin' good..
everything falls completely apart.

i'm ready to finally go back to school
for business&management..
i just now have to wait for a new semester to start.

i'm going to macinaw island
for 3!!!! freakin' days!
for my brother's wedding <3
it'll be a nice little vacation for me.

i had a party saturday night..
we were thinkin' only like 15 people were goin' to show up..
but nope!! there was like 20+ people..
in my little ass apartment!!

it was definetly good times..

not too much has been goin' on.
went out to dinner w/ kenny..
&&&to the mall..
good good times =)

then i completely forgot i had to work
@ 9:30pm-10:30pm tonight..
so i went in to work for an hour
to help this one girl close..
succccccky..

now my head hurst,
and i'm bored.

goodnight!

i've been really addicted to myspace lately. (add me!)
but now i need a place to vent!

so i've finally decided what i want to do in life,
i just need to figure out where i want to go to school.
probably LCC (lansing community college).
supppper close to home.

work has been fucking nutssss lately.
people who want more responsibilities but take NO innitiative to do anything piss me the fuck off. honestly, how hard is it to come to work, do your job and do it right.

ok, so you'll be seeing a lot more of me from now on.

Michael and I broke up. For good this time.

And I feel extremely good about this.

I am now alone at the apartment... and stuck with all of the rent.

I applied at a bank today. The position would start out at $12/hour!!! I'm super excited and hope that I get it. I also applied at a few other places for midnights. I definetly need two jobs. I'm sick of being broke because of bills and stuff.

I'm also going to call and schedule to take my state boards test for cosmetology. I've been done with school for almost a year now, and haven't went to take them yet. My friend just got a job at a salon where her paychecks are $900 every 2 weeks not including the $80 in tips a day she makes.. So yea, I definetly need to go do this.

Wellllllllll, I'm out!

Okay, so I totally added some of you to myspace.

If you have an account, let me know!! I need friends on there =)

myspace.com/11806051 is me


i need help making it pretty!

Holy Moly.

I'm back =)

The Lord is my sponsor, I shall not want.
He makes me to go to many meetings.
He leads me to sit back, relax, and listen with an open mind,
He restores my soul, my sanity, and my health.
He leads me in the path of sobriety, serenity, and fellowship for my own sake.
He teaches me to think, to take it easy, to live and let live, and do first things first.
He makes me more humble and grateful.
He teaches me to accept the things I cannot change, to change the things I can, and gives me the wisdom to know the difference.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of despair, frustration, guilt, and remorse, I will fear no evil.
For Thou are with me, your program, your way of life, your twelve steps, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies: rationalization, fear, anxiety, self-pity, resentment.
You anoint my confused mind and jangled nerves with knowledge, understanding, and hope.
No longer am I alone, neither am I afraid, nor sickened, nor helpless, nor hopeless.
My cups runs over,
Surely sobriety and serenity shall follow me every day of my life, one day at a time, twenty-four hours at a time.
As I surrender my will to You and carry Your message to others, I will dwell in the house of Higher Power, as I understand him, one day at a time, forever and ever.
Amen